the final inch

As I'm sitting here all alone at a crossroads, I realize that I have an inherent fear of being all alone, but a conflicting desire to be alone. Or may be I am just afraid of being abandoned by people.
Right now I'm very tired of college, I have to finish a writing profolio for the writing seminar and also the final paper for that class. Then I also have to write another 5 page paper for another paper and then there's the 10-15 page final paper. The powerpoint presentation for hsoc have to be finished and there's two finals. Why in the world did I take physics anyways???
I just want to crawl into a little corner and not do anything.